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[bad decisions intensify] ([personal profile] nitidus) wrote2014-02-09 09:32 am

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[personal profile] mmnpcs 2014-02-10 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
To: Rose Lalonde
Message: So this seems silly to write rather than a more direct expression
But I suppose saying it aloud never occurs the way it should
If that makes me a coward then a coward I will be

You know how Romeo compared Juliet to the sun and urged her to slay the envious moon
I dont think he had it quite right
But its very likely his lust had driven him to madness when you consider his urging of the vestal livery
I mean really

My point is that the moon is not envious or sick
It is from the sun that she is lent the glow she shines through the night
I would dare say that none appreciates the suns beauty as the moon
She takes the beauty given her and reflects it on the world
In a like manner am I the moon in awe of my sun
And it would be a far dimmer light I give if not for her

If it werent clear at this point by her I of course mean you
Because there is no brighter Light in my life
And I think you can See that
Okay that joke was terrible sorry
But it is true that without you in it I would have a much darker existence
I dont want you to feel by any means obligated by that fact
If ever I felt your life was unduly burdened by my presence I would remove myself from it

But in the meantime I wanted to make a least what fragment I have art to describe known regarding how much you mean to me
There is no other with luck so great as mine that you would deign to love me
So incredible an act that I constantly view it with a sense of awe and gratitude
What could I possibly do but love you just as deeply

So the underlying message this rambling discourse is attempting to convey is a sense of appreciation that we are together
While it is seasonal I dont think it should be restricted to it
I am and remain yours no matter the date
For as long as you will have me

When you receive this if you feel it appropriate to match my cowardice then I will await your response eagerly
Otherwise well
You know where I can be found